THE GOD CONSCIOUSNESS PROJECT
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Chapter
6:
ANGER,
RAGE, HATRED, JEALOUSY, & ACID BOILS of ALL KINDS
In
this crazy world that you have created, inside your own mind, where
you have thoughts attached to and with feelings (emotions), you will
encounter the non- loving variety of ‘stuff’.
Your attention and intention can be quite captured and skewed and skewered by these errant false-cognitions.
Remember
my words carefully: These are important signals to you that
something is going on that you are NOT liking and or appreciating.
They are not of me.
Some
of you know that this stuff can be more-or-less lumped under the
category of fear based impressions: Your reaction to something that
is coming from fear.
For
that little bit of time, fear has your ear. Maybe it is only your
inner-ear that fear has.
I
know how annoying all this can be, these explanations of your
human-based emotions, feelings, thoughts, and ultimately, actions.
It
is unsatisfying to think that since I created everything, that since
I am everything, that somehow you can be separate from this
experience of perception that I have and that you can have all this
other stuff going on in your mind.
This
is certainly the case with fear-based experience(s). You wonder how
can it be that two people can have different experiences of the same
event. It is not necessarily true that you actually do have
different experience(s), only that you NOTICE different things.
Fear-based
stuff, like anger and rage and hatred, they have a purpose to serve.
The purpose is something akin to your physical survival. In your
current physical reality, your contemporary times, this is defined as
the ‘fight-or-flight-freeze’ response.
There
is an older saying, ‘Survival first, then evolution’. And along
this line, ‘The urge to survive is present even in the wise’. I
put this urge to keep having experience continue into the life-force.
It is not complicated: It is primal. It is part of the nature of
your very cellular make-up.
There
is a tenacity to your life-force that finds it very difficult to
quit.
Why
did I put this in the mix? Very good question and to some extent is
the reason why this chapter exists, too. By way of explanation, the
need for you to have a pushing force to keep you going through what
you MAY perceive as ‘hard-times’.
Not
every moment of your existence in your current identity, your current
knowledge of yourself, of who you think you are, call it your
ego-based self-awareness, has been seemingly pleasant, has it?
You
have experienced the opposite of happiness.
You
have journeyed through suffering.
You
have felt miserable.
IF
suffering has any purpose at all it is to get your attention that you
are NOT currently happy about something that is going on in your
existence. This may be based on stuff that happened in the past and
that has a grip on your mind and body.
Your
behaviour can take on the shape of your inner experience. You can
end up doing actions that are motivated by false-cognitions. You can
raise your hand in hatred and strike in anger, speak with vengeance,
and wreak havoc. You can even enter a state where you SEEM to enjoy
causing pain and suffering in yourself and in other selves.
The
liberating truth that can be so annoying to some of you is that you
are essentially responsible for everything that comes your way,
including your emotions.
How
can a six-month old baby be responsible for the actions of a parent
or other person that bring the baby suffering? Or any other scenario
you can think of? And there are many, many scenarios, aren’t
there?
In
fact, doesn’t it seem to you, when you think about it, that the
entire universe is out to eat its young? You are born to die, so to
speak.
This
chapter could be called ‘Suffering’, or, ‘Why Do You Suffer?’,
or ‘Why Is There Suffering?’
The
answer is that I put the experience of pain in the deal so that you
would take your hand out of the flame.
Pain
exists because you need a feed-back. Pain is at the far end of the
range of experience of not-pain.
As
you evolve you learn about the necessity to have pain in the deal.
You have an aversion to pain. You are drawn to that which gives you
the experience of not- pain.
In
fact, you are designed to want to experience greater and greater
degrees of happiness and bliss. It is in the very make-up of your
life-force, of your body, your mind and your spirit.
Put
simply, you would rather be happy than sad.
However,
you can be and get stuck, can’t you? Stuck in being not-happy, and
this can become more of what you experience than in being not-sad, or
not-angry, or not-mean, or not-jealous.
Fear
is at the far end of the feel-good deal. It is the opposite of
not-fear. And, as mentioned, fear can get hold of your ear. Fear
can have your ear. That is what you can hear in your ear is fear.
And fear can whisper, fear can shout, and fear can spread from
ear-to-ear.
You
can want everyone to hear your fear with their ears.
What
do you fear? Not everyone is the same about what they fear. I do
not fear. It is not something I really can understand too well. I
am not fearful or very interested in fearing fear. Fear is not my
deal.
I
can help you with fear. I can coach you through this and encourage
you. So, what is it to be encouraged?
Even
the English language word ‘encourage’ is made up of the word
rage. It is also made up of the word heart. Part of this word
suggests giving or being given some kind of heart with strength, or
having some sort of power added to you to get through something tough
or difficult.
And
then there is the singular word contained in this word courage. It
leaps out at you, and it is the word, or the idea, of rage. And rage
is very, very old. Rage has age: A lot of age. Rage is an old
thing.
Rage
is primal. It is hot off the presses. IT is the unthinking first
reaction to some provocation. It is what pours out of your mouth
when you are offended. It is what lifts your hand up and turns an
open hand into a fist.
Every
bit of your deal has a place in it where you get to make a choice on
what you decide to focus on. Every moment has that power contained
within it. A basic question: Where will you decide to focus your
awareness?
If
you want to, you can go with the not-love agenda. But hey! This
does not mean you have to take the fist in the face. You can still
duck. You can still run away. You also have the life-force to help
you out of tough situations: The type of situations that come up
quickly, even suddenly.
When
other people are trying to kill you, you can take appropriate action
to survive. You have that choice.
And
sometimes it will seem that you have no-choice, at all.
This
next part may have you pulling the hair out of your head: whatever
you do, I will love you. That goes for everyone of you, no matter
what you have done or will do. No matter how atrocious and horrible.
You
could say that I have no choice in the matter. My deal is love. I
love the whole thing. Even the stuff that isn’t very lovable. I
love it all.
It
is annoying to say that I love without conditions because that is a
condition. I can see how annoying that is. What I suggest is you
ask me for guidance. Ask to know what I want you to do about
whatever it is that is bothering you.
Sometimes
you will get an understanding about what NOT to do. What to avoid
doing. Perhaps some of the time you need to know what NOT to do.
However, ask me in terms of what I want you to do.
Another
tip I have for you is to ask for my guidance in all things at all
times. Just ask for this guidance. Call it the ongoing,
in-the-moment guidance.
Oh,
I know that often I speak to you and you actually get the message but
then you go ahead and do something else. I know that! However, I
simply ask that you keep on asking for my guidance at all times, in
all situations.
Ask
in your own mind. Ask quietly and simply. Ask when you remember to
ask. That prompting to ask comes from me.
I
will keep sending you stuff you can use in the moment to help you get
closer to me and what it is I want for you. I want you to experience
love as your natural state of awareness. The not-love is a signal to
you to get you back in tune with the love vibration.
When
you are working with the love vibration your actions will have much
greater support of circumstance and the life-force. You will meet
less resistance to your actions if your actions are coming from the
love vibration.
Now
don’t get all fancy on me and start quibbling about what love is.
Love of money, love of sex, love of food, love of hate, love of
love…all these distractions from love itself. When you put a
desire in front of love or attached to love, well that takes us into
the next chapter.
Oh,
and about the six-month old baby, and how can that be anything to do
with one-hundred percent responsibility, how can the little baby be
responsible for his or her own suffering?
Did
you think I was going to dodge that old hum-bug of a question? What
did you think I was going to do? Give you the slippery answer, ‘Must
be the kids KARMA….’
The
thing of it is that life is NOT fair in the way some of you would
like it to be. I do go ‘round and smuck the sides of planets with
big asteroids. And there are other really big cosmic destructions
that take place.
And
that’s just taking into account some local stuff. Hey, in the end
(and there is NEVER really an end) the whole thing gets whammed!
I
can seem to be like some little kid who builds up a big bunch of
wooden blocks and then knocks them all down just for the fun of it.
So,
back to the little kids who get squished in some not- so-nice way,
well, it is all part of my grand design. It all fits. And there is
a succession of for-every-action, and that is why it is so very, very
important to get in tune with me, with your self, and start paying
attention to what you really, really want and need.
The
little kids get killed and or damaged ‘cuz that is what happens
sometimes. It is a chain reaction. And every single little action
that has happened leads to the next single little action(s), and they
have already happened, are about to happen, and are happening, all
now, and all at once.
And
now for the hair-pulling part: And none of it has happened, or will
happen or is happening: More about that, later. But there is no
later, so go figure.
But
you will have to wait for that because the next chapter isn’t about
the happened-not-happened deal.
The
next chapter is about the mushy stuff.
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