Conditional Love, Part One

by

Robert Farmilo

OR: What's Love Got To Do With Conditions?

This is quite the article for me to write, on this evening...after the last two days. The plan was to have this up and online yesterday. A little thing called life seemed to get in the way. So I put off writing the article.

It almost didn't get done today, either. What a day I had. My own inner-zen was molested by the exigencies. Translated this means I had some bouts of bad thoughts and feelings layered on top of physical tiredness. Plus my work day was another fever pitch of talking with somewhere around 1400 people.

Yes, that's right: 1400 people.

That's a lot of people to interact with...and serve, because that's what I do in my job. And each person is a unique human being with their own likes and dislikes, at various stages in their personal journey.

I have a way of connecting with people that really does cross over the membrane of the normal. Each person I connect with has the undeniable experience of being touched by a particular degree of intensity they are NOT used to from a person who normally does what I do.

This particular job I do is being a product demonstrator at a big national chain store. Yeah, I am one of those people who wear a food safe hat, and an apron, and plastic gloves, and serve you samples. But the way I do it is unique. And the higher-ups in the corporate chain let me do what I do because of the sales that I generate...and the fact that they get a lot of positive feed-back from the customers about what I do.

As a result, I get to keep on being unusual and definitely not-normal.

Which brings me to the theme of this article:

Conditional Love.

Originally this was going to be the article about unconditional love, and I was going to write to you about my first true experience of unconditional love. This first experience happened on Sunday on the Labour Day Weekend in 1985.

It was the real-deal...crazy God gave me a sample of what unconditional love was like, direct from God...what God's love for me, and for you, and the entire kabob, including the garlic sauce.

So...for the entire creation.

Somewhere between here and the infinite-eternal, I was abruptly returned out of the unbounded ocean of love. The reason was simple: It was as much as I could handle without dropping the body.

God gave me as big a dose as I could take, and then I was done. My consciousness could only take so much of the reality. And it was the...reality.

What I learned that day, directly from God (really), was that this unbounded, infinite-eternal, ocean of unconditional love was the actual reality...and that nothing else was real.

The physical realms were based on this love, and manifested into so-called reality from this love, and that EVERYTHING came from this place...even the ugly stuff.

I know, I know...ridiculous, right?

Well, it's true. I experienced it, and I can report to you that it is the reality of the situation. The other stuff is the illusion. Even though the other stuff is compelling, and seems to be really real, and the unconditional love deal seems to be the false pile of silly nonsense...(and, believe me, some times I wish I could tell you that it is just a fanciful delusion)...the true reality is present.

Even in the midst of the death-camps, and slaughter fields, and corruption, and abattoirs...and dying oceans, and on and on and on with the endless, grotesque, misshapen horror-fest...even with all that, the basis of the entire, manifest creation is this bizarre, infinite, eternal, unbounded, non-conditional unconditional love.

Hey, I get how even saying something is unconditional is a condition. I get that.

So this article is about conditional love. I'll get to the other kind soon enough. Let's stick to the presumption of love having conditions attached to it.

One thing I learned in my guided immersion into God's reality...was that I was loved even though I'd done some horrible things. And I was loved so completely that we need a new word for much I was loved by God. It was endless, and bigger-than-big. The love was real power. And it included every part of me in it's love of me. I was totally, completely loved.

There was no reservation, not one particle, in the degree of my being loved by God. And I learned that this held true for EVERYONE, and EVERYTHING...throughout creation, and beyond, too.

Now, this is weird, because I don't do this kind of love as little old me-me-me. And I'll bet nickle gets a dime that you don't, either.

Not if you're honest with me.

Sure, you may get close to it with some people, creatures, places and things. But to love the way God loves means you've got to be all-the-way and fully God Conscious.

Now I may be wrong about that. And I know I am...because we are God, and God is us, and all that...so I know the unconditional love deal is pulsating away, even though you may not be aware of it.

Kind of like the quantum field of reality. You are not aware of the sub-atomic pulsations, but you do live their existence...you are made up of that minuscule reality. You may not be able to see sub-atomic particles, but that does not mean they don't exist, or that you are somehow not made up of really tiny stuff that you cannot see or feel.

The infinite, unbounded, eternal ocean of love without conditions exists whether you experience it or not. It cannot be destroyed or manipulated or bribed. And it is without conditions. You do not have to deserve it.

Ouch.

Be careful...don't take this to be an open season on being all-in with evil. No. This is NOT an excuse to do any little or big thing you want to do that causes suffering. This is not a way for you to be the biggest a-hole because it doesn't matter because you are loved without conditions by God.

The divine laws operate 24/7/365 whether you like it or not, and those include some straight-forward laws of spiritual physics. You can pay me now, or pay me later, but pay me you will.

I know that it looks like some people get away with murder, but eternity is a very long time, and it all gets ironed out in the end. I mean the cause and effect play happens no matter what. It has to.

All the debts get paid. All of them.

I know this might not be in the current new-thought vogue...but that don't change the way it works...and plays.

See, since it is all unconditional love, the entire wax-works, it is a kind of hilarious joke. God is doing all this to...God. It's just that a lot of the players in the drama don't know that they are...God. And that the stage they are acting on, and the scenery, and the costumes, and the script, and the lighting, and the audience, and...all of it, including the theatre the play is going on inside of...all of it...is God.

You've got to read the book to get deeper into this stuff. Seriously, get the book, and study the book. God really lays it out way clearer than I can. And you get the lessons to practice that get you inside the inner wow-wow-wow.

What I am doing is bringing my self-awareness to think about God. Yeah, I follow my own advice. Just read through those last few articles. That's me doing that stuff. I am in it up to my...I don't know what to say.

I am in it. I am...serious about this stuff. To me it is the only game in town worth playing. I know that my returning my awareness to God whenever I become aware that I am not...this is the part I can do. And it produces results. Good results.

And read this next part with compassion (if you can): I don't always like everyone. Sometimes I have nasty thoughts and feelings that flare up. And I still have times when I catch myself speaking out loud in a mean voice, with mean, angry words. It is true that I do this when I am alone and no one can over hear me.

But sometimes I do it to another person. I speak with a harsh voice and angry words.

I lost the plot a few weeks ago and got really upset and said some ugly things to a person. And yeah, there's some history with this person, for sure. But...here's the thing: what I was doing was a form of conditional love.

And I am really learning about this. That's what God is doing to me these days. And maybe it is much more accurate for me to say, “That's what I am doing to myself these days.”

I have prepared a video for you to go with this article. It is really cool. And it has some powerful stuff that you can use in the heat of the moment to help you repurpose ugly, terrible, nasty thoughts and feelings...and open up to the influence of the unbounded, eternal ocean of unconditional love...and have that enter into your conscious awareness so that you can pivot from the dark-side...into the saving grace of...God.

Okay, enough for now.

Check out the video.

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All the Best,

Robert Farmilo

Translator, TGCP