by
Robert Farmilo
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OR: Your Existential
Quandry
Just Grew Wings and Flew Away
Some years ago (1985) a
film came out from those two excellent British producers,
Merchant-Ivory...the period piece film, “A Room With A View.”
It was based on the novel
written in 1908 by E.M. Forster. The story features a snippet of life
of a young English lady rising into full womanhood in that restrained
and highly mannered time of Edwardian Britain.
There is a moment in the
film version of this classic story of romance and society...a part
set in Italy---oh so gorgeous a backdrop for the contrast between the
heart and the mind, the intellect and the soul---when the heroine of
the novel meets a young man who is NOT part of her social circle.
He is a passionate young
man, and has met life with that giant question mark...the questioning
near-cynicism that burns through the heart of every young seeker of
truth and beauty.
This question basically
boils down to, “What the bleep is the purpose of it all?”
Now, wait a minute...hang
on...I am NOT suggesting that this character was portrayed as a
despondent malingering sad-sack---for he was not.
I am describing that
condition of seeing the dancing hee-bah-boo's that infiltrate any
thinking human being...who catches glimpses of the horrible irony of,
“What's the bleeping point?”
Essentially you can
translate this to mean:
- You are born
- You live
- You die
- That's it, that's all, folks
Oh, sure...you may have
some brief moments of insight and a few good meals...perhaps some
great moments of sexual congress with someone other than
yourself---that's possible, maybe even probable (for some of you).
But when you get smitten
with the WTP? (What's The Point?) perspective...you begin to
notice how people who survive long enough seem to dribble out the
last parts of their stupid existence...into a withering and demeaning
wasteage of old age.
They become doddering,
drooling simpletons who end up staring at walls in the backroom of
some old-age ghetto storage facility---if they're lucky---getting
bathed once every week or so, medicated up to the gills to keep them
nicely passive...and perhaps some spritely family member comes along
every so often to feel very awkward and guilty about not feeling
guilty or interested in this, this, this hideous exo-skeleton waste
of skin.
The old people are a
stark reminder of what is coming---and the spritely young don't
believe that could ever happen to them...it's just so foreign a
concept to the pulsating ego...that it is just rejected, outright.
And the old fools become this sort of object...true aliens...who are
to be...er...well, best ignored and shunted aside and put in rooms
where they can have each other's company, because God knows that “we”
can't stand 'em.
Besides, they are such
a time drain...and they moan and mess and require attention.
Meanwhile...back to A
Room With A View...and that young man. He has made a large question
mark and mounted that large question mark as a sort of emblem for the
quest of meaning in the stark contrast of the meaninglessness of it
all.
Now...when and if you
read the novel or watch the film:
The young man's father
gives a very clear answer to his son's questing questioning of the
great mystery.
Here is the father's answer to his son's question mark:
What exactly is an
existential quandary...and why should you care?
The above question is
almost a joke, by the way...the punch line being: “Why should you
care?”
This goes hand-in-hand
with the question: “What is the point?”
One of the best known
existentialists, and the first to self-identify as such...was Sartre.
He is known to have defined the term in a lecture that he gave in
1945...a very good year to ponder the meaning of...meaning.
Here is his famous quote
from that lecture: “...the attempt to draw all the consequences
from a position of consistent atheism.”
Please insert laugh
track. And not because I am trying to 'diss this idea of atheism. I
quite see atheism as a very sensible realization in the face of the
quackery proposed by such ideas as being able to have a telepathic
relationship with The Creator of the Universe.
I just happen to be a
believer...against all odds...that it is possible and normal to have
ongoing, private, personal and telepathic contact with...God.
My own mother insisted
that I agree that my telepathic experiences with God were actually me
having a conversation in my own mind...within my own mind.
The idea that it was an
extant consciousness...that consciousness could exist outside of the
cerebrum (AKA, the brain)...this idea really bugged her. And that her
son could be so daft as to think that he was having real
telepathic experiences...with God no less...well, that's a quick and
sure ticket to the nutso-koo-koo ward, right?
Do I get it?
Yes, of course.
It does totally smack of
piss.
(Oh,
and by the way, the word piss is used in The Holy Bible...and not
just once, either---but at least six times: 1
Samuel 25:22, 34; 1 Kings 14:10; 16:11; 21:21, and 2 Kings 9:8)
And
I get how believing in God can seem like a final device to deal with
the endless yawn of the universe...of existence...of being
(seemingly)
alive.
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So...what
is the point?
Are
you, am I...supposed to search for meaning? Are we supposed to insert
meaning into our lives...by following our own passions...our own
aspirations?
Another
point my mother liked to make to me was taken from a quote she really
identified with---let's see if you resonate with this one:
“Be
your own fool...not someone else's.”
Perhaps
this is the greatest teaching...the
power of personal choice.
And
for many of us, this power of personal choice...and the inevitable
consequences that flow from such a position of
self-determination---is terrifying. And thus many of us “settle,”
and defy our dreams and passions with the ordered set of things.
This
can give cause to the expression of living lives of quiet
desperation.
It
is NOT easy to give up the pounding walk dictated by the forces of
your immediate society---the
group mind of your family circle---and
the pressure from all around you to conform to the proscribed rituals
and processions of a proper and correct life.
Especially
when you become a Christian or a Muslim or a...whatever. And you
self-define within a specific faith group. It is tempting NOT to push
back against the forms and conventions that are the zenith of your
time.
Imagine
(if you will) that The Pope came out, and declared himself to be a
homosexual?
Oh,
by the way...that word is pronounced NOT as “ho-mow,” but as
“ha-mow-sexual.”
It just doesn't fit, does
it? I mean...The Pope coming out like that.
It doesn't sound like
something that would ever happen...unlikely...because of the force of
social convention within the belief system of the Catholic
Church...let alone that the Holy Father might not be homosexual.
And anyway...whose
business is it even if he was or is...a homosexual?
We know that even within
the Catholic Church there are exceptions to the perceived “normal”
of priests having to be celebate, unmarried men.
If you are seeking
meaning to your life...wondering what it's all about...and what's the
point---I sure get it.
Now, this might seem a
bit stupid, and predictable---but it might be that the meaning in the
meaninglessness is what you decide to put in to...it.
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And you might have to
start out with the bromides provided by other people to begin to form
your own self-defense against the powerful incantations of other
people's strongly held opinions.
There is a very old
saying, “Don't let someone else steal your dream.”
This often happens when
your dream is stolen away from you by someone who replaces your dream
with their own dream.
Hey---often it can happen
that you just don't have a dream of your own. Or that the dream you
think you have is not a dream of your own making...but a dream that
comes from somebody else.
And that somebody else
maybe you...but the part of you that drives you to be NOT
you, at all...but the preconceptions of what you should be
because...of what your own EGO is prompting you
to...believe about yourself, and what you can and cannot do with your
life.
So...is “the point”
to decide for yourself what the point is---even if that means
deciding that there is NO point?
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I know that for me, when
God came knocking on my head, I sure wasn't looking for God to come
knocking on my head. It just happened. I wasn't praying or
meditating...oh-no. Exact opposite, actually.
Some of you have read
about my account of my first bout with God Consciousness. It is NOT
a unique story...I am NOT the first...and I sure won't be the
last.
I do know that within the
framework of “normal” society...of people...my experience
is NOT normal. Or at least...not so publicly declared.
At any rate...one study
states that 26% of Americans believe that they have been given a
direct revelation from God.
So...here it is...I am
definitely straying into the topic of telepathy. And if it is
possible for people to communicate telepathically. And if it is, then
it should be possible to study them...and put them through some
critical evaluation, right?
Just saying...is all.
Anyway, I won't go on and
on about this telepathy stuff. No. Instead, I'll send you a
message via my mind...to you.
(Hey, I'm kidding, okay?)
Now for my closing
remarks about the basic theme of this article, and that's, “What's
the Point?”
I am inserting an excerpt
from the book, “God Consciousness.” And this will flow nicely
into the next article I am preparing---which is another in the
series, “Basic Instructions Before Leaving Earth.”
See you there.
All the Best!
Robert Farmilo,
Translator, TGCP
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